July 5, 2008

• Apologies for not blogging sooner. Had been enjoying my holidays to the fullest ever since my exam ended. So that leaves approximately a week before I receive my results  Yeah, I'm still trying to console myself that I haven't done the exam terribly but it keeps occurring to me that since I haven't received an email for a supplementary exam (which some of my friends have...), it is either I pass the course or fail it entirely (because supplementary exams are for those who score close to the passing mark for a course). Right, maybe I should have more confidence in myself. Even my dad said so, when I told him about my latest assignment marks; for weeks I had been panicking and thinking that I have not reached the hurdle requirements for that subject.

  "Even too much sunshine can be devastating, while only with rain can growth occur.
  Accept both as part of the growing process in the garden of life."
  Donald S. Neviaser, from The Inner View

  Based on my perspective, I think I have summon too much rain in my life causing my roots of foundation to loosen day by day. I haven't been thinking why I'm blogging about this now but I guess my subconscious mind wants me to heed for a positive tomorrow, where tranquility is the answer to my sleep and that I do not wake up the following day wishing that the earth would consume me little by little until there isn't anything left for me anymore. 

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